From the Streets of Estili I write keeping it tight trying to loosen up my goose before a fortnight passes the moon phases past flashes of memory in megabytes fast so spill em out a little bit of twist and shout

First the tale of the redoubt
Yes the Fortaleza
Sandinista rebels making genesis like sega
Once run by the devil
torturing the rebels
But now the contra forces
Are beaten and disshevelled

(This fortress was amazing, a place of tremendous evil and violence.  I was filled with great spirit and decided to do a number of rituals to help ease the energy, and they came through my flute and hands to help change the resonance there.  What a strange place it was, and why do humans do violence to one another?  Why do we torment eachother?  I realized that to cleanse the violence of the place was on some levels impossible, but to cleasne the violence within myself was entirely possible, and the formation of this seed is the tree that can grow for all mankind.)

Now the tale of Esteli
Of heroes and of martyrs
Of Towns like Catarina
With gardens and with arbors
Sweet sunsets
And jungle gym climbing
And early morning rising
And early sunrise finding
The sun is sometimes blinding
But very often warming
And within my heart
Another day is dawning

(My word, the air is fresh before dawn, and I got to watch it over the lake with my brother stephen, doing chi gung and watching dogs fight...  All the experiences here are so special, so touching and fun.  We are meeting so many good people, sharing music and martial arts, thoughts and ideas, knowledge and love.  It is pretty constant, and the more I can stay open up to it, the more goodness and opportunities the world gives to me.)

Sometimes I feel anger
Sometimes I feel danger
Sometimes I feel gifted
Chilling in the Manger
Or hiking through the desert
Forty years a moment
One glimpse of waterfall
Eons of fulfillment

(It seems like we are all looking for a life purpose.  But it also seems to me that it is not one thing in particular.  Rather, it is a WAY, like a path, a realness that one exhibits.  It comes from the heart and from the roots, and it is expressed in a multitude of ways.  It can be so confusing sometimes to find the path, but if you let your heart be your guide, stay open through mindset, breathing, stretching, eating and drinking well, you can find exactly the thing the universe has for you, and do it, and feel growth and level-ups and love from it.)

Much love to all my peoples
And like all the prequels
We´re leading to a new hope
Defeating all the evil
Manifest internal
Or manifest external
Keep the circle spinning
Keep the circle spinning...

Love,
Alex

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